no one ever realizes who i really am.
they never really appreciate me.
no one realizes how caring i am,
how much i love my best friends.
they never realize that i work hard to treat people right.
but its hard to treat people right...
when they have given me a million reasons not to.
i care way to much,
i forgive more than i should,
i let more people in than i want to...
and people break my heart more than i ever deserved.
they walk in and out of my life.
if everyone keeps choosing to leave my life...
then maybe i should just join them.
im not the type of person to give up,
but sometimes i have to cut myself a break.
when people have given up on me so many times,
its kinda hard for me to keep trying...
its kinda hard for me to keep giving and caring.
you have given up on me so many times...
im starting to give up and not care anymore.
theres going to be that one day...
when i just dont come back