The pain I felt was unavoidable
Tears strolling down my face
Breaths are shallower
Then I felt nothing
Walls building around my heart
I didn\'t want to feel anything
The suffering I did in silence
Couldn\'t let anyone know
Fake smiles all around
A couple of laughs here and there
On the outside the perfect facade
The greatest lie
Yet the inside
There was a bloody war
And I was losing
The fire I once had subsided
Nothing help
No one saw the pain
Slowly dying inside
How come no one save me
Felt like the ocean
The current keep pulling me in
While I struggle to keep afloat
All around everyone was happy
Yet here I am just alone
I wanted something
To take away my pain
Drown my sorrows with a bottle of jack
Holding the razor across my arm
Blood oozing out
Pass out on the cold floor
Finally finding the peace
Yet Im still here
When I wished for death
To take me away