khughes

The gift that was taken

My child

If I knew how to act or knew what to say. If I knew what to do to get you through today.
God gave me this journey I may never know why. As sad as this is you are my pride and joy.
You are my child my baby you\'ll always be. I pray for the the miracle which will either let you live or set you free. If god chooses to take you to heaven what a special angel you will be. Your grandmas and grandpas will love you and take care of you for me. My heart is filled with sorrow for this will always be.

I will also never forget the joy that you brought to me. I got to hear your heartbeat.   I\'ll never forget that day, as tears of joy ran down my face as I found serenity.

The feeling in my belly when I felt you move around freely. The love that filled my heart instantly.
No one could ever take your place. No one could even come close, because you are the first one that I, got to carry so close. No one could understand the battle that we now face. So now we bow our head ask for him to move and help give you space.