Amber Hawken

Dad?

Why do you occupy my mind?

 

I can\'t make head nor tail,

 

As much as I try to hate you,

 

I miserably fail,

 

If I had met you through a friend,

 

You wouldn\'t be my mate,

 

In fact in all honesty ,

 

You don\'t deserve my hate?

 

I have so many questions,

 

That I need answers to,

 

But could I trust you to be honest ?

 

As I\'m being with you,

 

Why did you pick your hands up? 

 

Then swear they were by your side ?

 

When I saw your violent acts,

 

With my own two eyes,

 

Do you ever think of me?

 

As I often think of you,

 

Wonder how much damage you have done to me?

 

You don\'t have a fucking clue?

 

Do you remember to us?

 

What you use to say?

 

Shut up ,leave me alone or just go away,

 

There will come a time you need us,

 

It might not be today,

 

But the time will come,

 

Mark my words,

 

But you\'ll be old and grey