erica kilbourn

Do you see?

I.

Feel.

So.

Alone.

On my own.

Guided by spirit…

That tells me…

I am never alone.

 

Voices.

In my head.

Direct line to the heights.

You can call me crazy.

And I could call you lazy.

But I’m not gonna do that.

Cause in you, I see…

Me.

 

Can’t disrespect; you just don’t see the possibilities.

Don’t look down on; you just need to tap into your higher abilities.

After much inner work, I heard God.

I fell down the rabbit hole.

Woke up in psych ward.

Amphetamine induced psychosis.

Basically, I lost all focus.

And I lost that life.

I lost…

Myself.

Death of the ego.

 

I thought I was this woman.

That man.

Or that child.

A baby, waiting to be born.

An entire continent.

I thought I was love.

I thought I was peace.

Intangible things.

Epitome.

 

I had to wade through the water of everything else…

Searching until I again found myself.

And in so doing…

I found I was all those things.

I found I was everything.

And everything is just a mirror.

To show you…

You.

 

Forget good or bad.

Forget the duality.

In fact, forget everything that you think is your reality.

Whoops, gone and said too much again.

I’m pretty sure I just lost ya.

No worries.

No love lost.

I just hope there was something I taught ya.

 

Like

You are me.

I am you.

We are God.

Do you see…

 

Me…

  

Now?