CherryEllie5

What did I do?

What did I do? How can I stay strong? Have I angered the gods? Did I do something wrong? All I want is to let life fly by, for it to pay no attention to me. Yet I ended up living in a nightmare, why can\'t life let me free? I though the beginning was supposed to be easy? I thought I had a clean slate, yet I ended up in a family which didn\'t want me, are you going to tell me it was fate? Is fate that cruel that it left me to cry myself to sleep? Are you going to tell me that all this suffering has a purpose? I cant take another hit, I can\'t let him do that to me again. It hurts so much that I don\'t think I can last any longer. I cant talk to anyone about this, I can only express my pain in here, I guess I just have to endure it a bit longer, wait for an angel to appear... or should I fast forward the process? Should I just get it over with maybe if I grab that blade no one will notice if I simply fade...