It\'s a matter of time before my bomb explodes in me.
My heart is ticking day by day, hour by hour.
Maybe I do get the love I\'m supposed to have but why don\'t I feel it?
I\'m drained and lost.
I don\'t feel anything anymore.
It\'s almost as if I\'m under anesthesia.
My body is numb.
Maybe it\'s all just a bad nightmare that I\'m trying to wake up from
and that\'s why I don\'t feel it...
hopefully if I close my eyes,
I\'ll wake up from this nightmare and be free, I tell myself...
but how..
how can I wake up from a nightmare if I can\'t even fall asleep..
I\'ve crumbled myself into pieces
and don\'t know how to put myself back together.
I\'m broken.
I\'m shattered.