Darkness grows inside of me it\'s purpose still unknown, I thought my heart would hold it back but now I see it\'s grown
My friends are driven away from me by hateful unkind words, my cries for help and Nightmare screams forever go unheard
My brain is filled with Terror the things it wants to do, the sharpened blade my bloodied hands as I look down on you
A fever it takes over as my mind begins to swim, I feel like I could murder on much less than a whim
A bloodlust you could call it but I\'d have to say you\'re wrong, it\'s an urge that\'s laid inside of me just now it\'s growing strong
The people who walked passed me each would fill my need, I hate their smiling faces I want them all to bleed
My heart\'s now filled with Darkness the final battles lost, the death of so many others that will be the cost
A mother and her child or an old man and his wife, the darkness it has beaten me it demands I take a life
My blades have all been sharpened it\'s now time to decide, be it Defiance or compassion I committed suicide