he put me through hell an i called it love
sometimes i want to throw him off a cliff
and sometimes i want to catch him when he falls
i cant decide which way to go
leave or stay which road should i take
if i stay i get abused not only mentally but verbally to
if i leave ill throw everything away the home i worked hard for
an the pet family i created to stay
im lost in this big world loosing myself i cant shake this
pain in my heart and soul
i loved him since i was young the love will always remain strong
praying to the lord above asking for help but no answers where yet
Answered and my situations was not yet resolved
this relationship is not easy on both parts
to hard of decision to make myself i need a hand to lift
my spirit up
this is a love and hate i cant stand to give into
this love and hate i have to give up but i don\'t know how to
im scared to loose everything i worked hard to keep
i worked hard for all this an it all turned into a love and
and hate i didn\'t want to create