Do I find it so hard
When I know in my heart
Im letting you down everyday
Letting you down everyday
Why do I keep on running away?
Look, I apologize, for the side of me
you didn\'t want to see
a side I didn\'t even know existed
wasn\'t my intention
It took me long to realize with my own eyes
I don\'t deserve you
I hassled you out here
expected for you to always listen
then I realized I didn\'t
we talked hours on the phone
how many times did I not storm
when you poured rain
now im like pick up the phone
I told you \"don\'t ignore me, be mine still?\"
that was my brighter side again
born steady
you matured faster than me
I wasn\'t ready
so I apologize
I\'ve seen the innocence
leave your eyes
a front row seat to witness
didn\'t even pay my ticket
I forgot something once again
but it eventually came with a cost
I apologize
for all the females I toyed with
when I was unstable
Momma and you gave me the blessing
to step in your shoes
different size but the perspective
fits the mind
women are a blessing
I apologize
cause at your worst
you are still love
and because I fall back when I say
what im about
your eyes left with your feelings
that your body once housed
and you stare away
onto your phone
thinking about my mistakes
what a price I had to pay
I should\'ve treat you
I\'m never going to treat you