mindysueh

EVEN IF I WIN I LOSE

The war inside my head is never ending.  It is terrifying to argue with my own self.  Even if I win, I still lose.  Some days I feel as though I could truly fly.  Other days I can barely force myself to move.  I just want to be somebody else.  I see smiling faces and, of course, I mimic them hoping they cannot see the haze in my eyes.