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she was gone.

I woke up to find that she is no longer here
The sky was dark
The rain was pouring 
My heart was breaking

I realised I\'d never see her again
I would never get to hug her again
I miss her food
I miss her smile
My heart is shivering

The stars stopped shining
The trees stopped growing
The world became empty
The words became clueless 
My  body stopped breathing
My heart is destroyed
  
I tried to be strong
I don\'t know how to anymore
she is not here anymore
        yet 
I still cant bear the thought of her 
It hurts my heart
It makes me crazy
I would do anything
just to have her 
for one second
just to tell her 
\'\'I love you\'\'