I am so lost
And deeply confused
How could I miss someone
I probably never knew
I cry deep hiccupping sobs
Because I feel I’ve lost you
And yet I can’t remember what you look like
And I don’t know your name
Or where you even are
I morn over you
As if you are gone
And I love you
As if I spent a life time knowing you
I pray that you knew me
Treasuring the short time you had me
And that you love me and wish to find me
It is so confusing
Growing up knowing
That I have another family
Wondering if I will ever know them
And if they still think about me
There is no closure
Only more questions
Like if you miss me
And if you are as lost as me