i seem to be nothing
i am meat with eyes
i have a little glass ball inside of me that holds my soul
and yet i have to audacity to wear my heart on my sleeve
i cannot cry
and i cannot heal
all my scars feel pointless
and all my thoughts feel colorless
i am exhausting according to thoughtless mouths
i am a liar according to the insensitive
know one cares to see the ghost behind the curtain
and the shadow cowering above me
and the meaning behind every word i speak
its only truth i speak
they give me no way out but death
maybe its the easiest way out
i cannot change who i am when they\'re the reason i am who i am
i live in this body
and yet i accept me
i thought the thoughts
i experienced the horrors
i know my dreams
and i lived my nightmares
maybe one day you\'ll see
that you never knew me.