How did i get here
Why is this happening
My life seems to just come crashing
Everything up to this moment has been a catastrophe
Everything seems to burn up in flames around me
Noone i can turn to noone i can count on
The one true person im not supposed to rely on
Why does something wrong have to feel so right
Nothing you do can change and make it worth the fight
I dont want to fake it til i make it
Noone can see that everyday im breakin
So many thoughts i cant get a break from it
Ive been thru hell and back
There aint no erasing that
There are times i just want to give in and fly
But i try to hold on even though im living a lie.