Beautiful pharmaceutical
How I miss
The calming effect
Of your soothing kiss
You were predictable like sunrise
Every time you\'d deliver
My head was stuck in the sand
With regards to my liver
It\'s only been two months now
But how I miss...
The warmth of your glow
Your reassuring bliss
The occasional memory lapses
Were a small price to pay
For quick firing synapses
That I relied on everyday
I could see in the shadows
Hear over the din
But soon after you left.......
That\'s when the fog rolled in
What I would now give to hear
The sweet pop of your blister pack
You were the chiropractors touch
To an aching back
You combined like an enzyme
With the chemicals in my brain
Insecurities and insomnia
Were the beasts to be slain
Now self doubt builds
Until the point where I can\'t stand it
I feel naked and afraid
Without your pale blue comfort blanket
You kept me well balanced
My negative emotions under control
Without you I am incomplete
An arse with no hole
Out of place and ridiculous
Like a cow with no udders
Changing my skin like a Chameleon
So as not to offend others
So I secretly yearn for your safe return....
If you were to return now
I\'d have everything to gain.....
And everything to loose
Someday we\'ll meet again
My best friend
My muse