I am happy.
No you don\'t understand.
I am actually happy.
Right now in this moment, it\'s like someone switched me on.
I am awake. I am alive.
And for however long,
Happy.
I am happy.
This is rare.
I am actually happy.
Right now all the dark, it seems so far away,
I am here. I am present.
And I want to be,
Happy.
I am sad.
No you don\'t understand.
I am sad now.
I knew it was coming, from the moment I was happy.
And for longer than happy,
Sad.
I am sad.
This is normal.
I am comfortable with sad.
Right now it is dark, no light can break through,
I am lost. I am alone.
What is it to be,
Happy.
I am both.
Do you understand?
I am both, together.
In a constant struggle, between two conflicting emotions.
I am not sad, I am not happy.
Until the wave of one or the other hits.
Both.
I am both
All the time.
I am both together.
One never lives without the other, one simply stands behind.
I am pain. I am pleasure.
Fighting for a winner, but neither winning long.
Both.