Sugar Suicide

Slow Poison

Today wasn\'t like yesterday

Today was like today

I ran in circles of worry

sat in puddles of self doubt


I looked at you and you filled me with love

made the walls around us change to colors

you place a window above my head to show me the light


but still I sit.

with a slow poison in my veins

the one that builds after years without a place to call home

the one that builds in the darkness of my room

the one that builds in the worthlessness I show

the one thats killing me slowly


You\'ve turned the sky from overcast to rainbows

you\'ve shown me theres always another day

but my eyes are blind to the beauty

and my ears are deaf to your happiness