K.T Williams

Toy

I’m not going to lie
Or act like I don’t care
Because you see right through me anyways

You looked good today
With you’re faded jeans
And fresh haircut

I could feel you
Touching me with your eyes
Undressing me
Then redressing me
Wondering how
How could you find someone like me desirable

I
I looked at you
When you weren’t looking
I saw the trust I gave you
The walls I let down
The barriers I allowed you to cross

You, took no prisoners
Devoured my trust
Laughed at my child like innocence
I thought
If I gave you what you wanted maybe you would stay
Maybe you would want me
Or possibly love me

But you
You had other plans

I was cast to the side
I’m no longer the shiny, new toy