Nearly eight months later and its still the same,
Still not used to you not shouting my name.
Missing your voice and how you smiled,
Just wishing I could go back to being a child.
Everyday wanting to hear your voice again,
But also knowing that you\'re no longer in pain.
I know you are up there looking down on me,
And I know you’re helping me be who I want to be.
In all honesty my wish is to be just like you,
Because you were my hero and if Id only knew.
If Id only knew how long I had until you were gone,
I wouldn’t have wasted a moment, not one.
Although I cant see you and you’re no longer around,
And you aren’t here any more to pick me up off the ground.
I know your taking every step with me, each and every day,
No matter what I do and where I go I know you will stay.
It kills me to know that we will always be apart,
But I love you more than ever and you\'ll always be in my heart.
RIP Mam, I love you all the stars