I heard you but I didn\'t write you down
Say it again, I was in my head
Put the pillow underneath and let me sleep
And always above my head is that lead
I\'m a masochist for a supposed sadist
I hate the law but I know I\'ll never win
I\'ll eat your meals and I\'ll learn your notes
I\'ll never grow a spine and I\'ll never learn to swim
Smoke me down and I\'ll never leave
Dirty green isn\'t so dirty, but mom thinks so
I can\'t tell if I\'m my father or my mother
Thought so tempting, it just may be hell where I go
I\'m so funny and I\'m no longer the joke
Maybe it was worth picking my head up today
The road isn\'t good, but maybe it isn\'t worse
Maybe she\'ll be my reason to stay
Or maybe I\'ll be that reason
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