I can\'t tell my mama because she wouldn\'t understand
I\'m supposed to wait until marriage to know the loving of a man
And I can\'t tell my dad because he\'d lose his fucking mind
He\'d raise his hand to hit me and then act like the fault is mine
My sister knows a little bit, I\'m scared that she knows more
I let the words fall from my lips, I cried them on her floor
But I can\'t tell my mama because she wouldn\'t understand
My dad would probably scream at me this isn\'t what he planned
It happened all too fast for me it happened in a flash
One minute all my clothes were on the next my brain just crashed
He hurt more than anything, he lied and and forced my hand
I was supposed to wait until marriage to know the loving of a man