This time i\'ve taken; i\'ve been sitting on mediocrity. accepting this depression in hopes of progress.
1 step forward and 6 steps back echos at the part of my mind i blindly suppress, unsure as to whether I am naive or arrogant in my choice.
lost in distractions quickly becoming obsessions, body feeling the fragile nature of my mind i am swallowed whole by a force i couldnt name.
it\'s easy.
my new ecstasy the dreams of foreign lands, the comedown the fallout of failed plans.
devastation surrounds me and i encourage it.
oh buddy, what have i done?