I still love you
I shouldn\'t
After the scars you left
After all the things you did to me
Yet here I am
Still imprisoned by the thought of you
Trust me when I say you\'re not what I want
If I could I\'d forget about you and be done
But it\'s not that easy
It never was easy with you
I don\'t want you
I don\'t want the memories
I don\'t want the thoughts
I don\'t want to love you
Yet here I am
I\'m stuck with the memories
I\'m stuck with the thoughts
I\'m stuck with this poisoned love I have for you
But it\'s slowly getting better
I no longer think about you everyday
I\'m starting to realize what you were
You were a virus infecting my heart
Now I\'ve found the cure and I\'m healing
The scars will stay on my skin
The memories will never go away
Yet here I am
Getting over you
Finding someone new
Finding someone better then you in every way
Despite all the cruel things you told me
Like you\'re the best I\'ll ever have
And how I\'ll never be loved by anyone else
How no one else could ever stand me
Yet here I am
I\'m with someone better
Someone who truly cares for me
I no longer need you
The more I think the more I wonder
Wonder why I ever fell for you
But it doesn\'t matter anymore
I\'m forgetting about you
I no longer need you
And one day you\'ll look back at what you lost and what life could have been and all you can say is
Here I am