Am I awake
I must be asleep
Awake is something that I just couldn\'t be
It must be a nightmare
Life can\'t be this bad
I hope when I wake up I won\'t be so sad
This all seems like nonsense
It isn\'t for real
But that doesn\'t change how bad it feels
I\'ll wake up at some point
Or I may not
It seems for now it\'s here I\'m caught