Sugar Suicide

thin waters

i let you sit at my dock

never letting you get to close

but you said you wanted in

told me you wanted to swim


so you grabbed my hand

and fell too fast

into the black waters

of my roaring past


you claimed i should of told you

you claimed you never wanted this


your lies came out to play

and you jumped on the nearest ship that day


but my waters have now thinned out

and im floating across to all my dreams


i guess you never knew

that ship hopping would never bring you to

your place of dreams and easy things


so your asking me to take your hand again,

and this time i refuse.