I’m falling, I’m tripping, I’m leaping.
A breath too short every time I look at you.
The whole world spinning slower
for just another moment with you.
My heart stumbles every time
we accidentally touch.
I’m so caught up.
Like fish in a net.
I’ve tried to break through and let go,
but I’m stuck.
I can’t stop thinking about you
and what I don’t know.
A letter never opened.
A flower that will never bloom.
A wave that never crashes.
A book that’s never read.
I don’t know what happened,
its honestly killing me,
but it’s fine.
It’s been years since I’ve felt like this.
All of my friends knew how enamored I was
and how hard it’s been.
You were a first of mine and I was afraid.
I started thinking about
what my life would be like with you.
I was afraid to tell you.
I waited for so long,
until I burst.
And I don’t even think you believed me,
but I really meant it
I don’t know what I was expecting,
but I was hoping for at least an answer,
but all I got was no reply.