An empty meaning to my life
my purpose so hard to see
Now that I\'m not saving lives
The road isn\'t laid out in front of me
I find happiness in the mundane
and I know that I\'m cared for
but another calling seeks me out
and has me all but running to the door
But first, to tackle my depression
and to make sure it does not return
Going to work when overloaded
is a lesson I have before learned
I know there\'s purpose domestically
Maybe some of it has to do with pride
I want my kids to again have it all
Wanna be back on top and able to provide