This bitter cold windy day
Passing me by in a haze
Looking through these blurry eyes
Can\'t stop myself from asking why
Those days we spent side by side
The ones that left me warm inside
Must have meant nothing at all
Why did I let myself take the fall
My heart will never be the same
This heartbreak driving me insane
If I were a better person
I\'d hope you find your pot of gold
If I were a better person
I\'d you pray you don\'t end up alone and old
If I were
If I were a better person...
But I\'m not.
You turned so so callus and cold
And all I wanted was you to hold
My love no longer enough
You turned to her, broke my trust
Now these nights I lay and weep
Never able to fall asleep
All I can do is think of us
And how it all just blew to dust
My heart will never be the same
This heartbreak driving me insane
If I were a better person
I\'d hope you find your pot of gold
If I were a better person
I\'d you pray you don\'t end up alone and old
If I were
If I were a better person...
But I\'m not.
~SS
11/15/17