when you find the right one
you know it in your heart and mind
your heart tells you to love him
he\'s good for you
Your mind on the other hand
Brings in your damn anxiety
That damn anxiety brings you down
Makes you feel scared and worried
\"Baby girl, don\'t worry im here\"
\"Baby im not leaving you\"
\"Babe don\'t worry i love you\"
\"Baby girl don\'t worry about us\"
These are comforting at first
but when we\'re alone our thoughts
they tell you otherwise
these fears keep you company
But they hold you down
they beat you you till you can\'t stand it
when you cry yourself to sleep
you cry silently and whit no tears
you don\'t tell anyone
because it makes you feel stupid
if and when you do
it\'s him all him
He\'s your human diary
He\'s there for you
but your damn anxiety
drags you down
you feel as if
you\'re not a good girlfriend
you think he could do better
but you fight the thoughts
you fight these horrible thoughts
the thoughts that keep you up at night
now taken over by memories
memories he\'s made and given you