It all hurts,
My life is changing
more and more,
I look to the door
And hope joy and love
are on the other side,
Along with you,
And an apology at your side,
You want me to want what’s best for you,
But one day I hope,
you’ll see your selfishness too
It’s not worth it to you,
to suffer half the year,
And feel like I don’t hold you close
And hold you near,
Four years of battling the distance
isn’t worth it to you?
You said it yourself,
When are we getting married my love?
But something changed,
You lost hope,
And now I paddle alone
in a small lifeboat
In the middle of the ocean is where I float
Searching for you on the horizon