Breathe
Look down at my hands
They\'re shaking but I just ate
Breathe
Open the door, so many people
They\'re all staring at me
Breathe
Buy the tickets, walk to the arcade
Feeling weightless
So many noises, people staring
Breathe
Smell the popcorn, too strong for my nose
Bright lights, kids screaming muffling my hearing
Breathe
Run to the bathroom, tell myself I\'m fine
I\'m okay
This is fun
I am fine
Just be fine
Why can\'t I be fine?
Breathe
Walk to the theater, open the door
Darkness, can\'t find my bearings
Legs wobbling
Breathe
Look down at my feet, focus
Feel the ground supporting me
The ground is sliding, I\'m sliding
Slanting, falling
Breathe
Don\'t look up, everyone staring
Grab onto the wall, tipping falling
Find the perfect seat, right in the middle
Breathe
Look for the exits, seem so far
What if something happens?
Stare at the screen, too bright
Noises from every direction, people talking, laughing
Phones beeping, clicking
Seats squeaking
Breathe
I can\'t do this
Screen goes fuzzy, everything hazy
Try to focus
Nothing will focus
Why can\'t I focus?
Ears ringing, heart racing
Breathe
I am okay
This is okay
This is fun
Breathe
Heart slows down
Heart too slow, blood pressure lowering
Vision blurring
I\'m falling
I can\'t breathe
I\'m dying
Breathe
Head weighs heavy on my shoulders
Forcing breath into my lungs
Chest tight
Breathe
I can\'t do this
Run away
Run out of theater
Burst into tears
Legs wobbling can\'t walk straight
Another waste of money
Another wasted day
Wishing I was normal
Breathe