I have spent eternity
Lost in this hand
Depriving myself of sleep
But I can\'t find myself a place to rest my weary head
Can it just be the last day?
I just fantasize of death kissing my cheek
But I am still living in this dreadful place
My throat so dry, unable to speak
Parched,
The life stream left me long ago
Drained of all life
The skyline is always a mat gray
I always loved grey days
But this one
Never changes
Never pushes forward
Until
You walk in the room
Which to me was such a mystery
I hadnt seen life in a aeon
Once the yellow bird flew far away
I saw color
Crystal blue, that shined a flawless stream
I was entranced
Almost turned me into a dance
My curiosity most certainly got the best of me
For just a moment
As despondency took over
I studied the sturcture of your face
How your eyebrows flexed with each expression
Our lips, and how they curled on every smile
The dimples that were so distracting
The voice that held no gloom
I didn\'t catch the sky beginning to change
But to in love with choas
All that I knew
I took a dirastic measure
I realized you had ravishing words on the tip of your tongue
That I vicouriously wanted for myself
I decived
Stertching my hand, softly caressing your face
No doubt in your mind, never once crossed decpetion
My lips pressed onto yours
So sweetly they taste
Like raw honey, with a hint of lavendeer
I almost paused
But obession took its place
My tongue violently shot in your mouth
Taking What I so Desperately Desired
Stealing the bewitching stories inside
Leaving you, to whom I once was
Abandoning you in the gray skyline