A handful of E\'s we took
24 hours later I\'m looking pale
My mind is in the doldrums
No wind in my sail
If only I had the strength to be normal
Stick with only alcohol through the night
Now I\'m stuck in limbo
No end in sight
In a bid of desperation, to lift the mood we tick some coke
If there\'s a God looking down he\'s playing a good fucking joke
Never again! I\'ve had enough! No more days of partying wild
My head feels like a rubicks cube in the hands of an autistic child
But in the end who makes the choices?
I\'ve only myself to blame
If it wasn\'t for the Valium I would have long gone insane
I\'m going to stop writing this shit
All my poems sound the same
In reality I\'m really happy, I just want to pass go and finish the game
All this might sound suicidal, but far from that I am
Just the comedown blues I\'m feeling
Where the fuck\'s that valium?
Bad life choices lead me here
But I suppose I can\'t complain
I could do with something stonger to take away the pain