Jodie

Scared

I feel like i\'m fighting with myself and everyone else even though I don\'t show it the word\'s in my head taunt me it makes feel like the world is against me

I cry so loud but yet so silent to everyone else, I kick and scream at the voice in my head but they don\'t leave me! i\'m sad, sick and insecure and that won\'t ever leave me

I feel like the piece of my mind is slowly breaking up and one-day I\'m scared that I won\'t have a mind at all I will just be a dead weight

the one thing that made me feel liked I had control I\'m now scared of using cause I was so close to death