Juxtaposing emotions exploded.
Happily crestfallen and healthily poisoned,
To have everything but with losses.
One dream accomplished whilst another is crushed.
Success at a cost and failure as a value,
Many losses have come, hardships overcome. But after all is done you are still happily crestfallen.
Darkness conquered your being,
Thoughts lost in the solar system of hope with each planet as a good luck charm.
Eyes are open but shut to possibilities.
Walking up hill feels like walking down and walking down feels like falling.