Loud cries, red eyes hidden in the darkest nights
The signs of depression seem to come to the light
To ashamed to cry, to afraid to feel
Cause being in love was once my biggest fears
To scared to fall, to fall I could never do
But my depression never seem to keep me from loving you
Such a relief off my heart
Such a love I never obtained
The love stuck to me, took ahold of my brain
Sometimes I couldn’t speak
I just wish I could explain
It was either let go of you or go insane
I chose to hold on, I chose to continue my love
But not purposely but my heart wouldn’t let me detach
My heart wouldn’t let you hurt alone
So tell me am I crazy or am I scared to leave you alone
The signs of depression, the signs they never seen
I’m blind to love, only to fall in my dreams