from the beginning I was adventurous
from the beginning I was learning
from the beginning I was a new person
but now
at the end I\'m lazy
at the end I\'m forgetting
at the end I\'m a old soul
from taking the one step in
to taking the one step out
this wonderful world
why does it feels more gray
or
is it my eyes deceiving me
i need to adapt
i need to learn
i need to accept this world
but yet i can\'t
i feel insane
going in circles like a mad man
saying
it\'s not worth the price!
here i sit
feeling the clock
going faster and faster
to get this over with
slowly I\'m growing
becoming wiser
but yet I am a fool
with the wisdom i have
and
the knowledge i own
I do not share
knowledge is power they said
meaning the world is getting more powerful and insane
just like my heart
knowing rejection and yet still feel like trying
acceptance is one thing
but
giving up is another thing
we work on this slow project called life
if we give up then we will rot
so keep moving on
or
keep on trying
because giving up ain\'t a option
going insane is better then nothing
because you need something to keep the heart moving
to
make your heart filled with anything
or
something...
This change of pace
from being a child
getting older and older
being left out in the cold
every day in the morning
to come into the warm open doors
who lies directly to you
a place of warmth and happiness
is all just a lie
school is just a wasted time...
but yet...
we need it to get some where...
a very dumb letter
a very small letter
that could really mean all your future going to waste
all your work...
i wont accept this
no matter how i look at it
i...
i...
i just want to break free from this circle
and
change this pace to a little more peaceful