I will never.
I will not.
I wont bother.
on the bottom rung of the ladder
ready to climb again.
on the second, then the third, the forth.
back on top again.
seeing the light.
and then being thrown off.
Plummeting.
back down to the bottom.
waiting for that last fall.
only met with pain.
wanting it to stop.
knowing its not getting better.
If I get up, i\'ll have to climb again.
knowing that I might not even get to the top before
toppling.
knowing that if I get to the top, Ill get thrown off again
I wont bother
i wont bother
I.
Wont.
Bother.