How come every time I see potential love
I fuck it up
You fuck it up
It ends with me sitting on my bed
Crying and shaking
Because my anxiety and I aren\'t friends
Why do you have to come in
And fuck up every chance for love I have
That isn\'t you
You are happy
You are in a relationship
Why do you need to pull me down
To bring you up
But you\'ve always been like that
This is not the end of the world
It just means I need to watch my guard
And grow stronger with everything in me.
I\'ve stopped giving a fuck what you think
And started trusting myself
I don\'t need “my other half” to make me feel whole
I\'m already whole.