Fuck off, leave me alone, I can\'t escape this place
I don\'t wanna live, I cannot die. I can\'t take the constant shit
If there was a God, I would be dead. My suffering would have ceased
It\'s not only me but a boy of four, suffering for God\'s sick pleasure
Don\'t tell me he\'s good, don\'t tell me he loves. He\'s a cruel nasty son of a bitch
Oh what, will I be punished for that, that\'s what he\'s done all along
I don\'t wanna live, I wanna die. But fail again everytime I try
The evil succeed, I took the wrong path. Got it all wrong to be good
Please end my pain, please make it stop. There\'s only so much I can take
And that muchs been exceeded time and again. What the fuck have I gotta do
Nothing helps, alll theories are shit. Don\'t patronise me with these lies
Life\'s a fucking joke and I envy the dying, fuck the injustice of life