Kat1

Bpd daughter

I\'m misunderstood, but that\'s how it goes

Living with this, blow after blow

You\'ve never believed me, since I was young

Just bad in your eyes, but you\'ve got it wrong

 

I don\'t feel like you, or see the world as you do

I don\'t act the same, although I really want to

The pain that I feel, the ups and the downs

Everything in between, change a smile to a frown

 

I\'m not what you say I am, I\'m just not like that

But you\'ll never agree, coz on my face I fall flat

But that don\'t make you right, makes you wronger than ever

If you did understand, you\'d not believe what I\'ve suffered

 

Totally vulnerable, have been misused and abused

Since I was innocent, I still sung the blues

Every wrong that could\'ve been done to me

Has been done many times and with your approval it seems

 

Its not going to end, you hate the ways I have coped

If you suffered a day of it, you\'d no your sadness a joke

You never loved me, that much I am sure

If you cared just a bit, my illness you\'d not ignore

 

You\'ve won in this life time, haven\'t they all

But if there\'s a next one, you\'re all gonna fall

Wonder if I\'ll be the one, to break bones and neglect 

And you\'ll be the ones with tragic lives you regret

 

Coz you\'ve totally ruined me in a world of unjust

Now not even you in this hell can I trust