It really hurts when
Everyone turns against you
The ones you trust
Twisting a knife through your heart
A screaming rage inside
Makes you want to hide
It makes you want to scream with fury
To release that anger flurry
You don’t care what happens to them
They can all die
Anger dominates, taking control
Then a thought occurs.
Maybe you should die
It would make everyone else happy
Why not?
You only bring on grief and unhappiness.
You only make everyone else miserable
You are useless and stupid
You’re ugly and nasty.
Who could ever like you?
Sadness dominates, taking control.
Maybe you should die.
You should die.
You stand at the very edge of the cliff, looking down.
The beautiful river glimmers in the moonlight
The stars twinkle off the river,
The crickets chirp peacefully.
You look up to see the beautiful stars
Resting in the beautiful sea of colors.
You have one last thought.
I could have done better.
You take a step.