I think I have actually lost my mind,
The voices in my head make me blind.
Where did I go wrong?
Is this where I’ll be lifelong?
I wish I could shut them out;
The only therapy is to shout.
But nobody is listening…
Nobody understands…
I’m sorry that I’m a disappointment,
There is no prescribed ointment,
For letting someone down.
Why am I not good enough?
That’s okay because I’ll always be tough,
And put on a fake smile.
Maybe this struggle will be worthwhile.
Right?