Quietly i was growing
Quietly i learned
Quietly i made myself a fool
and
a fool i stays
a fool is always the same
same on the outside
different on the inside
conversations on the outside
screaming on the inside
peoples don\'t change
only when we are greatly influenced
by our brothers and sisters
we look on the peoples cover
and
not the peoples feelings
we do not talk with words
but with actions
we seek different ways to tell whom we are
in different ways we created masks
on Internet
on life
even in our own history
we create disguises for ourselves to fit in
never have i ever said
I love you to my family
never have i done the things
i promised
never have i ever created something
that felt like the right choice
never in my life
have i ever thought to myself
did you do enough?
do you enjoy this?
do you feel happy?
never have i ever
felt that i did the right thing
but now i try to open up
bit
by
bit
i try to express what i think and feel in all the ways i can
and
i see that i\'m making slow progress towards become more open
even if my words feels a bit empty
i do what i can
and
the things i create
just gotta be happy with it
be happy with what i got
i most accept and understand
and so do we all
every day
and
night
you decide yourself if you want to understand or not
to be happy or not
everything is up to us they say
but it does not have to be us
we don\'t need to be alone
we have each other
even when we are quiet
even when we don\'t talk
we have each other
so open yourself and get your words out