To be honest, i am running in circles.
Same scene same settings and its getting ridiculous
the times where i just want to end it all
and go into a deep permanent sleep forever
Not once thinking about those that actually cared about me
When does it end or why wont it stop
I know for sure that life is a test
and that it comes with complications
and yet still here i am
Complaing to myself about the issues that
creates more stress and headache
I can wish all i want i can pray all i want but nothing ever comes
to help.
Dear father spear me the mess and just take my life
take me away from the pain and poison
cause i cant stand it anymore father i cant
I am desperate and is in dire need of your consultant......
oh wait it just me again as i thought and of course already new.
but i cant play the blame game no i cant
the only one responsible for the problems is.....let the others guys tell it.
Ha that\'s all i can do is laugh
the wasteful minded and the weak
the unintelligent and the leech
crazy....i can only rap my mind around so many things
I can only see the things that were invisioned by me
so as the old man in the homeless shelter told me
\"forget whats going on and the importance of artificial
human life just be real to your taste and live life.\"