In love with drugs that make me feel
unapologetically abusin’ my dose
like I can’t just kiss you once
gotta eat the whole bag of chips
no self-control when I’m in my feels
got a band-aid on
but I’ll never heal
enjoy the “now”
accept the “later”
self-regulatin’ my patience
cigar in my mouth
whiskey in my glass
let the smoke clear
been few years since we’ve been here
one too many things been clicking in your brain
when all I hear is the clicking of my pen
its not a call for help
I’m writing these thoughts for myself
cuh’ when I needed you the most
you were off in love
pawned me off to a notebook
“you can reach me through here”
time lapse
still writing
FOH
these rhymes are mine,
called you once
ain’t picked up
been alone all these years
I don’t see any fears
the “gayness” was scared out of us
said, “that\'s what you think
*wink*”
silent period
but my thoughts on LOUD
crystal clear
why you think I say I fuck with myself?
sexiest lips I’ve ever had are my own
bite em down
touch myself
*moan*