Chanel T.

Soulless picture.

Soul less picture.
Today I went to the place you and I treasured so much. A place I adored, a place you introduced to me. This place holds all kinds of memories of us. The beautiful trails we would walk together, the piggy back rides you would give me. The laughing and giggling that bounced off the bark covered tress from us being in love. They are still there, but covered with the past. As I walked the grounds we used to walk together, I begin to pray to my God. I prayed on your safety, your mental state, and your drive of pushing forward. As I know how you would get under pressure. I prayed that if it should be between us....then it will be. As I held your picture and the cross of my God, I looked out near the distance. The view I saw was once a view we shared together. As I realized I was alone....I begin to feel the presence of the Lord. The feeling was beautiful. I wonder if I should let the thought of you go...or hold onto wishful thinking, thoughts and hopes. I don’t know, but I do know my love for you is still placed in me. I don’t mind it. But is the feeling the same for you.