She screamed at them to leave her,
she didn\'t want to go.
But she had to.
Her pain screamed at them for her to leave her alone.
The pain she felt that Christmas night,
It\'s so hard to believe that that was 2012..
Even though it was so long ago,
She wishes it would never snow.
This is the time of year,
That she couldn\'t shed a tear.
Her exes brother,
Hurt her so bad.
In a way we could never understand.
Though she smiles,
she\'s crying all the while.
It was only this year that she told anyone.
They called her tainted.
And maybe that is what she was...