Sometimes I forget what day of the week it is,
Other days I don\'t even know what time of the day it is,
Usually because total darkness is where I stay,
I wake up to look around and the facts of my reality hit me,
So by all efforts I do everything I can to convince my body to
Drift back into total nothingness,
When I wake my body still acts tired,
I even yawn constantly no possibility I could still be tired,
Sometimes I check the date and the time paying attention to
the AM or PM ,
Why I check these things seem pointless since I have nothing,
I have no plans, no one that cares about me,
I am existing taking up space on this Earth but the \" WHY \"
I don\'t know,
Being this way will not give me the outcome I desire,
It\'s as though I need to do something,
There are two paths which I can see the entrance to,
But I can\'t see the things that happen along the path,
I feel my brain telling me FIGHT!
YOU CAN DO THIS!
All my reasons why I should make a plan!
Start making it happen!
OR...
I can just keep sleeping my days away until the day comes that
I don\'t wake up again!